ok
had my first day of work today
the managers kinda cute...HAHAHAHHAHAHA
just kidding
hes actually kinda fat and really mexican
but wudeva
i get what i can get right
just kidding again
but no i could totally see us like making out in the freezer thing
then theres this weirdo guy
when i meet someone...its like this instant...thing
i can just tell BAM this dudes got an asian fetish
and yeah its weird but i like to like...flirt with them
wink at them and stuff
HAHAHAH no im kidding again but ill start winking at him
im replacing him apparently hes a terrible worker and talks about asian girls all day so they dont want him working there but he doesnt know yet poor guy
joo man is sexy
14 year old sexy
when i see him play the drums in praise band....OOOOOO WEEEEE
hahahahha i shouldnt have those thoughts in church but he is amazing
hes the korean usher everyone calls him usher
hes too damn fine
i remember my friends 3 years ago would always think he was so cute and now i do
the fucking 14 year old gook hahaha
he said i was too old
i could teach him things
i love having a crush on every boy at church even if theyre hideous just because its like
theyre church boys...theyre forbidden...they are clean and pray before they eat
i could dirty them up pretty good i think
just kidding i wouldnt really
maybe with jooman though...
so alex calls me...the first time in forever...
and when were talking she just tells me pointless fucking annoying stories and im barely listening
then when we hang up im like LETS HANG OUT
i got so excited and i sneak out and i was soooo anxious
and when i get therre...its like....
oh my god...i forgot this was what i used to do
fucking do coke all day fucking smoke cigarettes and smell like fuckin stinky ass cigarettes all day do nothing
trying to listen to her talk...SHES GONE RETARDED she cant remember what shes trying to say half the time and she shit she talks about is just so damn pointless...LIKE DO I CARE? NO...then she'll complain about shit like fucking jerk offs she always likes...and she'll tell me how they treat her like a bitch...STOP SEEING HIM STOP BEING AROUND THAT SHIT!
drives me nnuts
i used to be so sad thinking what is she doing why isnt she calling is she having fun with out me...
and when i get there...EW! YOU STILL HANG OUT WITH THESE FUCKIN LOSERS THIS IS WHAT YOURE STILL DOING!
the entire time i was there i was thinkin i gotta go go go
and on the way home i was SO happy...
im so much better than that...
and i wish she would realize that she is too...
it makes me so sad i pray for her and cry thinking about her but i dont know how to help her
shes a stubborn little bitch
something about her definaltey changed
she used to...LISTEN
kate says "ever sense that song Bossy came out shes just been a little bitch"
hahahaha fuckin kelis you ruined my friends life
oh well...
FUCK HER